Entrenched

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Part of the battle
of winning you over
of making you want me is
hiding behind this
trench,
all fears and wounds and
tears can be found here
where I take some time
to take some air and
think about my next move in
this battle of
loving you,
no rest in
wanting you,
no sleep in
needing you,
here in the
shell-shocked pits where
madness screams inside my
head and takes over me,
this suffering you’ll never see
yet on I fight and slowly
begin to enjoy the battles of
this tiresome war,
this battle of
loving you,
that’s already destroyed the
other parts of my life,
this battle of
loving you
in which it’s too late to
surrender all,
my only thought is
winning you.

– Lennie Bezwik

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About bezwik

Lennie Bezwik is an English poet and lyricist who lives in Spain. Before getting into poetry, Bezwik was part of the London based UK Hip Hop scene, writing songs, producing tracks and performing live rap. Over the last few years, Bezwik has done a lot of travelling, drinking and writing. Nowadays, he sneaks off to dingy little Spanish bars at night and writes poems in his notebook. His biggest inspirations are homelessness, unemployment, booze, love and being dreamy.

3 responses to “Entrenched”

  1. erikafuego says :

    this is fantastic. Very well written. I loved it.

  2. madeatdawn says :

    Reblogged this on Computer's Invasion and commented:
    I feel like I’m on Tumblr, but better.

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