love sickness
Luvsik because you ain’t called,
luvsik because you ain’t texted back,
luvsik because I’m looking at
my phone and counting the minutes,
luvsik because I fear you might
not be interested,
luvsik because I’m weak and
subservient to your charm,
luvsik because I know I’m stupid but
still I carry on,
luvsik because my feeling is mindless,
luvsik because I allow myself to
suffer and get nothing in return,
luvsik because I pretend
to be strong
and nobody knows that
my pain lingers on,
luvsik because I’m suffocated by
your absence,
luvsick because I’m allowing
this shit to happen,
luvsik because you’ve reduced me
to a child,
oversensitive, illogical, wild,
luvsik because I’m looking
for distractions,
trying to keep busy to
keep you out of my thoughts,
luvsik because you’ve invaded
my head and heart
by doing nothing
except for
being you.

– Lennie Bezwik


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About bezwik

Lennie Bezwik is an English poet and lyricist who lives in Spain. Before getting into poetry, Bezwik was part of the London based UK Hip Hop scene, writing songs, producing tracks and performing live rap. Over the last few years, Bezwik has done a lot of travelling, drinking and writing. Nowadays, he sneaks off to dingy little Spanish bars at night and writes poems in his notebook. His biggest inspirations are homelessness, unemployment, booze, love and being dreamy.

One response to “Luvsik”

  1. slpmartin says :

    A true definition of ‘luvsik’…well said!

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